today,

is my birthday.
and i hate it.

uuggh. i hate bitchhday so much.

why?

1. people act over too much kind until it tastes fake.
2. too many messages you had received. meanwhile, there's only z e r o message on your daily life.
3. highly expectation of, at least, greetings, esp. from your buddies. and it starting to get irritating if they (totally) forget to congrats you. it SUCKS dude!
4. people always ask "traktir dong" or "makan-makan dimana kita" or "kapan kita ke sini?". Aaarrgghh.. shut up!
5. Highly expenses. and it doesnt happen to buy anything that i want. NONE anything that i want. and then financial will get starting into bankrupt.
6. i am getting old and i dont have anything to be proud of.

i wish i can cut this date from calendar.