hormon, oh hormon

beberapa hari ini saya selalu kelaparan setiap pagi. ga biasa-biasanya. kelaparannya kayak belum makan dari lahir, LAPAR SEKALI!

hari ini, biasa. hormon saya kumat lagi. saya mengalami kelaparan yang teramat sangat luar biasa. mungkin dikarenakan kemarin saya makan terakhir jam 5 sore. biarpun porsinya porsi kuli bangunan, tapi tetep aja terakhir memasukkan makanan ke mulut jam 5 sore. udah gitu, pagi ini saya nyetor ke tuan jendral Toto. makin kosong lah perut saya yang udah kayak celengan.

seperti biasa, saya selalu dibawakan bekal dari rumah untuk makan siang. karena perut saya kurang ajar meraung-raung minta makan dan kuping saya mulai berdesing, akhirnya dengan perasaan ga tega saya memperkosa bekal makan siang saya ~ nasi dan ayam. nikmat. dalam 10 menit kotak makan saya licin seperti baru.

tapi... oh no! saya masih lapar sekali. nasi dan ayam tadi habis tanpa berarti apa-apa, mereka kandas hanya bernilai seperti sebungkus chiki yang melempem. saya lari ke pantry kantor, kalap nyari camilan. yah tentu saja tidak ada. akhirnya, saya buat 1 mug milo kental.

semoga awet hingga jam makan siang nanti lah. masa saya harus lari ke cirlce K depan beli pop mie sih?

Friend comes first

you may be popular,
you may have a lot of friends,
you may attend the urban events,
you may have many peoples laugh on your joke
...

but at the end
you can always, always count your besties.

love you At and Yo. you guys already like super sister to me. BFF!

we're just a human.

Tuhanku bila hati kawanku
Terluka oleh tingkah ujarku
Dan kehendakku jadi panduku
Ampunilah

Jikalau tuturku tak semena
Dan aku tolak orang berkesah
Pikiran dan tuturku bercela
Ampunilah

Dan hari ini aku bersembah
Serta padaMu Bapa berserah
Berikan daku kasihMu mesra
Amin, amin

~taken from KJ 467

Madam Asshole

once upon a time, we are three persons which become one. there are always you, you and me ~ us!

but then the time goes by, we are changing.
we got new friend, new activity, new responsibility... new life.

i miss you, and you said the same things.
i want to meet you, and you said the same things.
but funny, still there's no way for us to meet each others.

then. i seem to lost you.

but then the time goes by, we are changing.
we got new friend, new activity, new responsibility... new life.

"you are my best friend", i said.
"you are my best friend, and i hope you understand that i also have a boyfriend", you said.

then. i lost you again.

but then the time goes by, we are changing.
we got new friend, new activity, new responsibility... new life.

"hey wanna watch a movie? its been a while since we are able hanging out together", i said.
"nah. i'm not in the mood", you said.

then. i lost you.

my friend told me once,

"friend doesnt have to be possesive. you kill your friendship"

but honey, honey, i dont know what to say. you're such being a asshole nowadays. oh dear one, even you future-boyfriend appreciates your friend better than you.

well... baby, you don't know what've you got, 'till it's gone.

Dear Boss,

Please don't ruin my birthday...

for my birthday -

...

i want him

and his album

please? please?

H-7

WISH ME LUCK!!