i am a traitor.

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem with mind, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

"nes, salam ya untuk kawanmu?"
"iyee.."
"maulah nes nomornya?"
"ah ku tanya dulu sama dia. dia suka protektif sama nomornya soalnya"
"mintalah ya nes.."
"aku usahakan."

...
"kenapa ga lo aja sama dia nes?"
"ga lah. gue sama dia ga bisa. dia temen baik gue. gue ga mungkin kayak gitu sama dia."
"lo yakin nes?"
"beneran.. klo gue mau sama dia, ngapain gue ngejodohin dia sama lo? iya kan?"
"... iya sih nes"
"yaudah.. gue kasih ya nomor lo sama dia? ya ya ya ya?"
"hi hi hi bolehlah nes.."


There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

"gue bingung din. gue terjebak din."
"lo nganggep dia temen kan nes? iya kan nes?"
"gue terjebak sama pikiran gue sendiri din.."
"nes, gue ngerti nes.. tapi jangan nes. mereka berdua temen baik lo."
"gue tau din. gue tau. makanya gue bingung din. gue takut."
"gimana ya nes?"
"ga tau din.. gue juga bingung."


I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

-sms received-
"nes artinya ini apa ya? dia sms gitu. maklumlah namanya juga baru kenal. wajar kan klo nanya2. hehe."
-sms deleted-

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