boring sunday

it's been a loong while since i buried myself in room. i miss my besties.
it's a loong weekend, and i'm planning to hangout with them.

me texting them, "hari ini kalian ada rencana kemana gitu ga? kangen. mo maen."

them reply, "iya nes, gue mo nganter adek-adek gue ke EF, terus mo lembur juga." and "biasa nes, pagi ampe siang mo les, terus rapat bo youth camp, abis itu beres-beres ruang pemuda soalnya mo renov, gue juga kangen nes, pengen ketawa-ketawa."

me, "yaah. klo senin?"

them, "ga bisa nes, gue mesti simulasi outbond youth camp." and "gue harus lembur lagi nes."

shit. (i still love you gang, muach)

Music Poem

blogwalking and found this post. ikutan ah.

rules:

1. put your music player on shuffle
2. write down the first line of the first twenty songs
3. post the results

here it comes:

Baby baby I feel these sweet sensations

She climbed the tree and scratches her knee

Why would you come back to the park?

Gotta talk to you baby, talk to you now

Count back 5 4 3 2 1

Just for now, just for now

1 2 3 4 tell me that you love me more

Our story begin on the Sunday afternoon

Dikala hati resah, seribu ragu datang memaksaku

Pernahkah kau bersedih saat cinta pergi?

Hey, if we can solve many problems then why do we lose so many tears?

Overtime I’ve been building my castle of love

If you were falling then I would catch you

You won’t admit you love me and so how am I ever to know

There I go, there I go, there I go, pretty baby you are so snaps my control

I did my best to notice when the call came down the line

Must be the tempo between us, yeah

Where I go I had no idea, 26.10 was the price to pay

Someday, when my life has passed my by

When I am out walking I strut my stuff

Aneh ya. bisa cocok gini, nyambung kata-katanya.

dulu.

hedonisme.

betapa aku merindukan kata itu.

pesta.
hura-hura.
traveling.
nongkrong.

aku rindu.

My friday morning.

she can't sleep, like the other nights before.

oh no! it's already 6.20 in the morning.

she decided to wake up and walk outside to breath the morning breeze.

the sun has comes out. it's a quite great morning.

she starts to felt sleepy. but it's a quite, humid morning.
so, she's decided to begin an imaginary new adventure.


the hobbit.
she's in the mood for magical and mystical creature fairy tale thing-y.

lisa ono still playing. great.

she's crawling to the cozy corner of her bed.
she loves that corner. you know why?

it has a window and a view.
you can hear people greeting others, or watching parent take their child to school.
or just daydreaming.

well, she's away now.
have a great Friday everyone. it's a long weekend.
and my deepest condolence to the JW Mariott and Ritz Carlton bomb's victims.

xoxo

pilih mana?

dicintai?
atau
mencintai?

*sighs

menyenangkan!

bulan mei ini adalah bulan terakhir gue kerja di kantor gue sekarang. seharusnya, normalnya, sebulan ini i shall really look like a shit secara ini adalah pekerjaan pertama gue dan honestly, walopun kadang-kadang timbul perasaan jenuh dan malas yang akut, this is the best job i'll ever have compare with other friends experience. berat banget kayaknya klo mikirin gue ga akan ketemu lagi dengan meja dan orang-orang kantor gue tiap hari....

but, somehow, this is such a wonderful (almost) month.

hari ini, gue cabut kuliah. gue dan teman-teman sekantor pergi nomat bareng di pejaten village. it was really fun. kita nonton Knowing, which is btw really has a weirdo ending. orang kantor yang biasanya paling malas diajak jalan, entah mengapa rame sekali hari ini. hampir semua ikut. it was fun.

oia gue baru pertama kali nonton di 21 penville. secara itu masih baru juga ya bo... bagi kalian yang takut ketinggian, gue sarankan tidak memilih bangku yang atas, karena lengkungannya itu bagaikan jurang. tinggi bo. gue, yang kebetulan dapet bangku kedua dari atas, berasa duduk di teater imax keong mas. gue masih ngerasa ngeri sendiri jungkir ke bawah secara itu tinggi dan cukup curam menurut gue. belum lagi ketika di tengah-tengah film, kebutuhan untuk ke kamar kecil mulai mendesak. MAN, itu PR banget. kayaknya perjalanan turun tangga menuju pintu keluar jauuuuh sekali dan tepat dihadapan para penonton. belum lagi karpetnya yang ga tebel, sehingga klotak klotak sepatu lo bakal kedengeran. torturing!

anyway busway, minggu lalu gue dan temen-temen kerja yang lain kebagian jatah entertainment dari vendor. wow! asik sekali... kita makan gratis dan itu buffet. 2 kali man, 2 kali... betapa bahagianya gue bisa makan sashimi dan dimsum sepuasnya dan gratis.... sungguh amat sangat menyenangkan.

oh oh oh iya iya... si ganteng dari tanah perancis.
gue pikir dia sudah kembali ke kantor asalnya. gue pikir, yaah gue ga akan ketemu lagi. dan betapa kagetnya gue ketiba tadi pagi dia datang lagi... dan si idiot ini cuma bisa senyum tolol dengan muka pongo. dan ga hanya itu, dia ada di jakarta hingga seminggu penuh. bahagianyaa!

shit. udah jam 11. i really need to take a bath right now! ciao.

this is the time

"Agnes, kamu jangan shock ya"
"Iya bu."
"Iya, maaf banget ya nes, kontrak kamu ga diperpanjanglagi."
"Iya bu."
"Saya udah usahain kamu nes. You know i like you. tapi corporate ga bisa melanjutkan nes."
"Iya bu. Hari terakhir saya kerja disini kapan bu?"
"Tanggal 30 mei nes. sebaiknya kamu mulai cari-cari lowongan ya nes."
"Iya bu."
"You are a tough girl. Kamu kuliah sambil kerja. It's a great thing nes. saya percaya kamu bisa dapet lebih dari ini."
"Iya bu."

should i be relieved?

do i really wishing on this?